I used to have a blog online that I wrote in quite regularly, and I've been so bad lately about writing in this one. No one reads it though-- but thats okay because I can have it just for me. :)
Tomorrow I go to my new therapist for the second time. I'm dreading it. I don't think I'll ever find a decent therapist in this state!! Back in Atlanta I was seeing a therapist by the name of Allison Reed. She was EXCELLENT!!! I haven't found anyone here that equals her. This new therapist is my third one. I need to give her a few more tries. I think I'm gonna really try to stick with this place, because they do reiki and dream interpretation and all that.
I'm doing so much better since I left chat. At first, when I made the decision to leave, I thought that my nights would be a little lonely. Well I was wrong. I feel like a burden has been lifted from my shoulders!!! Sure, there are a couple of people I miss talking with... but there are two or three people specifically that I don't miss. I used to second guess myself, something I have not done in YEARS, and now I'm back to being very, very sure of myself. Not that I blame anyone for losing a little part of me-- maybe I blame myself?? But leaving chat was the right thing to do.
And in addition to my therapy appointment, I have a follow up appointment with my general practitioner. I need to also make an appointment with my orthopedist, to show him my knee, which is still swollen and hard to walk on. Doctors have been a consistent part of my life since the age of two, but usually it was just the neurologist. Now I have many more doctors. Which reminds me, I need to visit my spoonie forum again. People who know what sickness is, so cool to be surrounded by them, even if it is online.
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